Have you ever walked through the hallway of your life’s memories and have their impressions echo the words
“He Was Here”
Jump off Each Image.
Seeing more than just the image of memories past but seeing HIM completely entangled in them.
Entirely unaware of His presence and yet this is where He Has always been right from the start. Closely knitted in every step you have ever taken. He knows every detail of our lives and He intentionally won’t miss a thing.
There were times and still are those times, where each step I’ve ever taken feels like this huge weight of downright blind faith not knowing whether it will be in line with His Will or if I’m just listening to my loud soul leading the way.
Being at a place called
The In-Between Moments.
The moments, where you are planting and having to wait for what you planted to blossom at just the right time.
The In-Between Moments
That becomes the waiting period, the period of Anticipation, the Period of Celebrating a Victory that is on its way but has Not Yet Arrived. Stuck between What Is and What Will Be.
I know life can get loud and above your owns thoughts are the voices of those around you screaming at you to doubt God or question, God. Even your own eyes will fight Gods Vision and View for your life, by watching those around you move from door to door of opportunity upon opportunities. Your emotions will tell you that the Valley is all you’ll ever get to see and no one knows how low you truly feel to be this Stuck, but Here! Right Here, in the in-between moments caught up in the mystery of the unknown, the very present moments just as your story that has already been written is slowly falling into its appointed times exactly how God has Planned it.
Here in the Waiting.
And He is Fully and Completely In Control.
He is still with you. God has and still is right beside you, never Failing to pour out His Love, His Heart just keeps pursuing you even when you’re trying to run from His Grace. He patiently waits for you to realize that Nothing and no one can stop Him from Loving you. Your worst secrets, He already knows, your weakness He already knows and He really knows everything that makes you feel helpless and hopeless to serve Him, He knows you. He still looks at you with PEACE and LOVE and still has amazing Plans for your Life, stand in Agreement with Him, Completely Agreeing.
This period of being caught in the Between moments is also known as the Hallway.
That very same Hallway where you look back at the recollection of events in your life where God has shown His faithfulness over and over and Over again, He will not fail.
Here in the Waiting is where I am taught how to be Patient, to Trust what I can not see, to Speak God’s Promises and Speak it into Existence. This where I am taught How to Pray, Here I am Humbled from a hidden pride. Here I am broken down to be built-up, to the Very Character God has always seen in me. Here I am being Prepared and Moulded because I don’t know what awaits but GOD DOES. This is where God allows us To BREATHE to REST, Because HE IS GOD and He Knows exactly what we Need, He Knows ALL Things,
So even though I feel stuck,
Even though I feel down,
I Lift Up the Name Of JESUS and Worship.
Even though I wait in anticipation at a closed door
I Dance Upon the Disappointments that try to break me down.
Forcing my Heart to Enjoy
the Period of Waiting…
I’ts not easy, alone this would be impossible but Here God Shows Himself in every way that I’ve never been alone, right from the start.
So I Wait…
Because I know once My Door of Victory Finally Opens.
I will Be Ready For It.